Never let the idea of love scare you. Never let the pain that is guaranteed to come with love push you away from someone. Love is all we've got, love is the most surreal, rewarding feeling in the world. If you don't have love, you don't have anything at all. I have been blessed by something, somewhere, with such an amazing boyfriend. Kevin, if you are reading this, please know how much I love you and cherish your being in my life. You have turned an insecure, anti social, emotionally dead girl, into a living, happy, strong young woman. I realise that things have been incredibly hard for us lately, for many contributing reasons, and I know the light of hope has faded for us as individuals, but if there is one thing I am absolutley sure of it is that the relationship we have, and are building upon is the most amazing thing to ever happen to me. We may be losing people left and right in our lives right now, and everything we've managed to build for us, and ourselves as two seperate people has come crashing down, but having you by my side through it all - having your arms wrapped around me, hearing your voice tell me its going to be okay has been the best help I could ask for. Never ask yourself how much of a good person you are, just know that you are in fact that. You hold so much intelligence, so much passion, so much depth. You are physically and mentally attractive to the most incredible of extremes, you make my entire do things no one has ever done for me before. You make me feel on top of the world.
Call me out for posting this here, rather than sending this to him directly, but my baby, my life, my very reason to smile and trudge on deserves to be showed off to the world.
If you ever, ever, ever fuck with this kid, you can expect you'll have to deal with me personally. It has been shown time and time again, and will continue to be shown that I will do anything for him. I will fight to my death for him, I will drive myself crazy making sure it is he that is okay at the end of the night.
Forever and always. I promised it, and I have every intention of living that out until my dying day.
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